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To everyone concerned and to the ones who have to read these boards everyday that have no clue what any of this means... It is very confusing and to some very hurtful.. It is a shame that the internet can be used to thrive on hurting each other... Even though I am one who does knows what all of this is about and what it means, it saddens me to see so many people feel so much pain and hurt on both sides. Everyone saying they are tired of seeing innoncent people hurt. Nobody likes to see anyone feel pain, if they do they need help... And to intentionally conflick pain on someone physically, or mentally is not right... But where is all this going? Ask yourself this, what am I accomplishing by talking and trashing people's personal life on the internet... Who are we to judge and decide who are the innocent people? Everyone has skeletons in their closets, they wouldn't be human if they didn't and if they say they don't they are a liar... And nobody likes to feel pain or be hurt either. But my own opinion is this, there are times in our lives when we put our trust in someone and give them our total heart and souls to and even though you think your promised a lifetime together regardless of how long that relationship lasts 1 year 20 years or longer you still feel the same amount of pain when it ends. Regardless of how it ends.. The pain is the same... No matter what...Nobody knows what goes on behind closed doors, we only go on hear say... So who are we to judge anyone? I'm sorry I cannot bring myself to judge someone, that is for God himself to do.. And if I was to judge others I would be a hypocrit, because I wouldn't want to be judged from the mistakes I have made in my own life. I've made many mistakes and I regret some of them but we learn from them and that's why I am the person I am today... Peoples personal business is their own and should be dealt with that as their own. And if they need friends to support them that is fine but it should be done in private where there is respect and no airing of skeletons on both sides... It only makes both sides look bad, not just one...
I remember receiving a PM on January 12th by someone and I think you know who you are but they gave me some advice and I followed that... It was very good advice... And it said, for me to jog my memory and look at what was reality of this instead of where the anger had pointed me to. I did and thank you for that... Now I am asking you to do the same as a friend...Relationships are supposed to mean something regardless if you stay together or not... Each of you shared personal experiences together that you put your trust in one another for, and just because one of you get hurt regardless of how much pain you endure from that relationship it should still be respected and kept between one another... It was supposed to mean something. I would never disrespect anyone because of the pain they have caused me... It's a part of life, to feel pain. No we don't like it, but sometimes we all have to play the hands were dealt... And EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... It may take us awhile to know what that reason is, but eventually you will know... I gained alot of special friends out of my pain and suffering and from that relationship so maybe that's why it happend... I don't know, but I feel very lucky now to have these wonderful people in my life and to have found someone who has been able to make me feel and have desires again... So who knows WHY?
All I am asking is for all of this to stop... Stop causing each other pain and suffering... Life is to short to have sorrow in our lives, let's all find love and happiness....

Cailin...huney...noooo worriessssss! I will catch the stones before they get thrown. Like Shannon said very well in her post if you feel the need to get defensive...than you have done something wrong... so i will admit my faults before they get posted... Now, Cailin or Rita...if I have left anything out...let me know...I will edit and add.

For those of you that don't know me....I am Annick other wise known as Nikki and I am Ritas sister. I have alot of skeletons in my closet...but not ashamed of them...FOR REAL. Its all in how you let it ECHO! I am 32 years old and have a 10 year old daughter (a beautiful ECHO in my life I might add! ) And just to keep stones from hittin my head...I'm gonna tell ya all the bad stuff...haha I have been married 3 times and honestly only been really in love with one person. I had never cheated on anyone in my life until I cheated on my 3rd husband! And yes, that is why my marriage ended, because I was unfaithful and fell in love with my best friend. I spent alot of his money and did him wrong. But he wasn't totally innocent, he is now married to my maid of honor from our wedding and they are having a baby in a month....haha Can ya hear the ECHO??? And the man I fell in love with, is my best friend and we are still together, but he is in jail. Lets see, I am one of the most LOYAL friends you could ever have, once you are my friend and I promise that I will always be there for you, you couldn't beat me off with a stick...lol Just ask the love of my life....when asked if he misses me...he says now baby...how can i miss you...you won't go away! lol I will admitt though....although I love my sister very much.... we at some times don't have the best of relationship and sometimes we have a very good one! Just depends on the mood of the day! haha But, even though I am a very loyal friend, I have been unloyal to my sister. Some might say I have stabbed her in her back.... but, truth be told...pushed against the wall....I think she knows as well as I do that someone #@cks with her and I'm beatin some ass! Kinda like...I can call her a bitch but be damned if anyone else is going to! There really aren't too many more stones that could be cast my way, but if there are any that I missed...I don't need to defend...I will admitt it if I have done it. I tend to listen too much to what other people say and care alot of what other people think...I've screwed up...done drugs, like my alcohol and for a period of time about 7 days lost all control of my mind and ran from my problems and in the process was not the best mom in the world.... but 7 days isn't too too bad for her 10 years of life! Just to keep myself from looking like a total idiot...you should all know why I am posting all this.....admittin things before the get rebutted, cause I'm not removing my post out of fear. As far as my likes and dislikes....ummmm like most normal living breathing people...I like my sexuality...at times could be considered a flirt. Don't really think theres too much anyone could throw at me on that one...haha Its pretty cut and dry. Well, I think I just about covered all areas of the could be stones....for just in case purposes. Now, my sayin has always been if ya like me fine, if ya don't bite me. Careful I might like it though....haha

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What you do in life Echo's for an eternity!
Nikki

I have to pipe in here. I agree 100% with what Rita has said about judgement. The bible plainly tells us to judge with the measure that we would want to be judged. That is why I like Rita try with everything that is in me not to judge others or at least not harshly. I am the last person to judge anyone on anything. Like Nikki I have my skeletons in the closet and a few I am not so proud of. But one thing is for all my skeletons have made me the person that I am today. Nikki's qoute what you do in life echos for eternity is sooooooo true. My favorite qoute is Don't do anything in life you can't live with.
I have done alot of really bad things in my life. I have done drugs and I don't mean just weed, I have done some of the harder stuff to but never herion. I used to drink to no end now one or two drinks maybe once a month is enough for me. I have cheated on my hubby more than once, but not anymore, cause he forgave me and we are still together Praise God. It is the hardest thing in the world for us to let go and let God sometimes. But God said vengence is mine for a reason, because we CANNOT get revenge as good as he can, this I have learned the hard way.
So to all the haters in this world I like Colleen say bite me. It is because of you that we grow stronger in mind, body and soul. Because as my wonderful almost 22 year old daughter would say "WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER". So everyone take care and know that there is much love for all of you here in Dayton, Ohio.

Kim

Thank you Kim... Just trying to be happy.. That's all!!!!

I know Kevin and I totally understand, I wish you and Colleen all the happiness in the world. Don't worry about the haters ok. You know the old saying misery loves company don't go there with this other person. Don't allow him/her to steal your happiness. I pray that you and Colleen will be as happy as Bill and I are.

We are on our way....

^^^^^Just another reason why I love this girl..... ^^^^^^^

I take my skeletons out once and awhile and dance with them, do you think that is odd, oh well C'est La Vie

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Shannon
http://www.laurerracing.com

Interesting... yep, still around...

Blessings,
Mark

Hi Mark.. What do you find interesting my friend????

That was rather vague Mark, we are very aware that several people feel the need to lurk as I am sure others are that we do it to them, what's the big deal? Kinda curious as to your need to post the above?

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Shannon
http://www.laurerracing.com

Great minds(friends) think alike huh

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Shannon
http://www.laurerracing.com

Don't know about my mind being great.. As a matter of fact.. I know it's not.. You on the other hand you are what I strive for Shannon.. You and others here keep me sane...