Well I have to say this......I was close to my Grand Mother she passed away when Jamie was 2 of cancer at 82. The last time I saw her it was in the Hospital the night before she died. I took Jamie to see her, my parents and Aunt and Uncle were there. Nana told them to go out to dinner that I would stay with her (while having a death cough saying it was just a cold) When they left she looked at me and said I'm dieing but don't tell your mother or Aunt because they don't know and she didn't want to upset them. That was the hardest moment in my life to deal with. But she said everything would be fine that she was going to be with the Lord. I still miss her every day. She had something that I didn't know at the time that was very hard to find.....unconditional love...no matter what I did she loved me the same always........I only have that with a very very few....and my dogs
I didn't know at the time that the world really isn't like that

I learned alot from her wisdom...and still am
